Ohhhhhhhfeck

If you want to know how the things are in my head, trust me, you don't. I'm tired, I miss our Canadians and I just want to read all the time, but I have to sell magazines and be nice for six hours a day. I'm a bit pissed off, as you can see. And I miss my best friend, though I saw him last week. But he's something keeping me alive and getting me through these days. And when I'm talking about these days, I'm meaning these days when I feel worthless because my parents are thinking I'm worthless and lazy. They're saying I'm lazy, but I'm studying and working at the same time! Are they expecting me to be some kind of super hero?! My father takes sickness holidays just because he's too lazy to do any kind of work. He doesn't do anything at home and expects me to do everything. But I'm not going to do that, because I'm frigging tired all the time! I don't have a time for social life, writing, blogging or reading. My dearest hobbies are in the ice as long as I'm working and studying.

This is why I'm so pissed off. And watching A Haunting in the middle of the night and writing my blog. I want to write my manuscripts, but I just can't concentrate. Feck. I hate this feeling. Maybe I should just go to sleep.

6.16.2013 Time 11:07:00 pm , 0 Comments